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Thursday, June 26th, 2003

Time:4:08 pm.
Mood: blank.
ok one last word from me And if I am responsible for his death? what than? People would probly hurt me. Collapse )
6 The Thorns Prick - (Touch the Rose).

Saturday, March 29th, 2003

Subject:oh well
Time:9:12 pm.
Mood: cranky.
sooo. This has become a friends only journal. Sorry, but it seems that to many people feel like they need to bash this livej. So oh well. Who cares? sorry to those of you who like reading my livej to find out whats going on in other peoples lives *CAUGHKELLEYCAUGH* but i dunno... I'm stick of people making fun of meh.
(Touch the Rose).

Time:2:55 pm.
Mood: blank.
You're almost gothic. You certainly have the
attitude down, but don't forget that that's
only half of it...you need to try to look like
you feel.

How gothic are you?
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Blood-and-Death Goth
Vampire Goth -- Perhaps the closest to the
"lolo goth," you are morbid and
dreary. You like to make people feel
uncomfortable around you, and you're happiest
when going to a highly public place with enough
friends who share your interests to make
massive crowds shifty. You have an unusual
liking to blood.

Which Gothic Stereotype Are You?
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You're a Romantic goth...(Go you!) Your beauty is
beyond belief, and you have a quiet, and
nurturing understanding for everything, and
everyone around...and perhaps, you have a
fondness for vampires aswell?

What Common Gothic Stereo-type Are You?
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GOTH....cmon get sum ice cream soak up the sun..
dont worry be hppy ... cum on! START BEING
HAPPY!! No? Ok then.. stare ot the window...
C if I care....

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(Touch the Rose).

Friday, March 28th, 2003

Subject:who cares i know i do!
Time:7:59 pm.
Mood: amused.

I am the Ideal Lover

Most people have dreams in their youth that get shattered or worn down with age. They find themselves disappointed by people, events, reality, which cannot match their youthful ideals. Ideal Lovers thrive on people's broken dreams which become lifelong fantasies. You long for romance? Adventure? Lofty spiritual communion? The Ideal Lover reflects your fantasy. He or she is an artist creating the illusion you require. In a world of disenchantment and baseness, there is limitliess seductive power in following the path of the Ideal Lover.

Symbol: The Portrait Painter. Under his eye, all of your physical imperfections disappear. He brings out noble qualities in you, frames you in a myth, makes you godlike, immortalises you. For his ability to create such fantasies, he is rewarded with great power.

What Type of Seducer are You?
created by polite_society

funny i should get this one.
(Touch the Rose).

Subject:locked in a cage you dream of freedom, when you're free you dream of someone to capture you
Time:7:02 pm.
Mood: angry.
I gunna cry tonight... i can feel it coming... its getting ready to burn my flesh and bone alike. Kelley... you've crossed a line with me. You'll never be able to regain yourself... NEVER and whats worst is you find a way for you to bring sympathy to you and not me. why is it when ever i have every reason to cry out in pain and scream as loud as i can, someone steals it and brings it to them. And the way other see me... i can never cry in front of them, could never scream or show any kind of hurt. My friends will never understand me because they'll never wish to see... the true me. I'm doing it again... making life more complex than it really is. Its in my nature... in all our nature to feel sorry for ourselves. But... I dunno... I've been running all my life... dont care though... I'll keep on running... Once i get a bad enough rep i move... yup. Sick of this damned school i go to now, so i've talked my mom into moving... before that it was getting transfered to a different school all together... ok well there was this one time... when life was going great for me when it was RIPPED away from me... just to help my mother... but now.... well ... lets face it... still going to be the same... but for a little while I'll be happy and thats better than being so deep and dark in the tunnel that there is no hope of finding your way out.
(Touch the Rose).

Time:3:21 pm.
Mood: determined.
Silent Rose
is a
Toast-Eating Magic Monkey

...with a Battle Rating of 7.2

To see if your Food-Eating Battle Monkey can
defeat Silent Rose, enter your name:

Fight me if you dare ^_^

in other news... hate the world still... gunna kill kelley, wondering why Eric likes Denee and still doesnt even know my name, wishing Ed would say something nice to me, hoping nick doesnt like me, pretending last night was a bad dream, praying for the end of school and screaming for kristin to join my band.
PS oh yeah... I'm starting a band. I'm making kristin join... she'll be base, sherlley's drums, Seph will be keyboard, and I'm elec guitar... maybe even head vocalist... not sure... see kelley and his friends are starting a band so I'm starting one... and we'll beat 'em! I've got it all planned out ^_^
(Touch the Rose).

Wednesday, March 26th, 2003

Subject:I need new clothes
Time:10:41 am.
Mood: crazy.
Ok I havent gotten new clothes all year... i have tons of shirts but there is a limited amount of pants I'll wear. The sucky part is that... with all this bull shit with moving and crap... me getting new clothes is not a possibilty. Kelley feels sorry for me because it seems like I'm never left alone... for the most part its true but i dont need to be felt sorry for. I've handled for 15 years I think I'm al right. I have my honor, my knowleage, my happiness, my love, and my family... in that order. What else do i need? beside clothes that is... well i need air and food and what have you. I need pen and paper... thats about it.
(Touch the Rose).

Tuesday, March 25th, 2003

Subject:I feel like cutting off my arms
Time:10:30 pm.
Mood: devious.
So... There's about 15 hickies on My b/f NECK area alone.... whoops o_o; I think I'm going to go to bed soon... but someone wants me to make them an icon so i will... I have tomorrow off WEEEE! I'm going to uhhh SLEEP. This stupid em-mail freaked out so much that i would not go to sleep. Er yeah.... fell asleep in class a few times... whoops again. no more boring and stupid peoitry... well maybe one.

I'm losing,
I'm losing to the night,
I'm losing to the light,
I'm losing the fight,
I'm winning nothing,
There is no hope.
I pray I will be heard,
I scream so loud and so long, I can't breathe
Nothing is heard.
I pled with the people wondering aimlessly around me if they can hear me
They speak nothing of sense back to me
It is if they can't understand me
As if they don't want to understand me
I try to scream for them to hear
And only days pass as I stare blankly
It almost killed me, this feeling,
Wondering why people don't hear me.
Peace is something no one truly knows
My pain only makes blood flow
Its as if my innocents will never rise
Then, laying there with glazed eyes
I realize I've died
I've lost
I've lost to the night
I've lost to the light
I've lost the fight.

er yeah see ya all later!
2 The Thorns Prick - (Touch the Rose).

Monday, March 24th, 2003

Subject:hmm school fun ^_^
Time:6:43 am.
Mood: annoyed.
Something about him that drives me crazy... grrr damnit all... this is starting to tee me off. I'm about ready to bang my head against the wall until i knock myself out and bleed to death... Do you ever pretend just for people ... just to make them happy? I know i have. Well anyway hmm I'm going school... I'm pretty sure I'm going to have to take the whole semt. again. I'm failing two classes... The way i see is we have you're smart kids who get A's and B's but their really not that intelligent. Next we have your b and c students... these people are ave. Then we got your failurs and dumbasses... than you got people like me... who are super smart but dont give a damn about shool.
(Touch the Rose).

Sunday, March 23rd, 2003

Subject:All Alone
Time:8:29 pm.
Mood: crappy.
As i walk down a path
I've been walking on for years
I hear a voice
A voice i know..
But never heard before.
I look behind me
But all i see is leave rustling in the wind
Nothing more.
I stop for a moment
Feel the cool breeze on my face
Look over to my side and realize
I'm alone.
I start walking again
The wind blowing locks of hair in my face
And i hear the voice again
As if it were the wing
I'm not scared.
The voice is warm and loving
Compassionate and sincere.
The wind blows more hair in my face
And i feel a warm sweeping the locks from eyes
I look to my side once more
And I see...
There's nothing
I'm all-alone

I've been writting alot of poems lately. I think they all suck. I'm such a loser.
4 The Thorns Prick - (Touch the Rose).

Time:6:37 pm.
Mood: artistic.
my cowboy bebop theme song is blue

what's your cowboy bebop theme song?

You know I havent been this sad sence forever... but i cant show it.. why u ask? because I'm to busy preforming for people.. to busy to be bymyself and let those blood tears flow. When will people leave alone... i dunno... wish i did... all i know is... if i had wings i would have already flown to havean.

Hey that sounds like a good thing for an icon! Must get back to work later!
(Touch the Rose).

Subject:Crying isnt me
Time:6:25 pm.
Mood: bored.
Crying isnt me

Crying is for those of you who care
for the lives that are caught in the snare

Crying is for those of you who can bare
The pain to share

Crying is for those of you who believe
That the will never be able to see
The truth that one brings.

I dont care
For those trapped in the snare

I cant bare
to share

I dont believe in anything
But me.

Crying isnt me.
1 The Thorns Prick - (Touch the Rose).

Subject:Losing isnt me
Time:12:59 pm.
Mood: drained.
I'm a loner
I'm a Loser
I'm a wannabe believer
I havent any love
I havent any respect
People covet me
People see me as a believer
an Achiever
The only thing I've achived is to be a surviver.
1 The Thorns Prick - (Touch the Rose).

Subject:Yay for icons
Time:9:47 am.
Mood: accomplished.
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<img src="http://www.angelfire.com/crazy/crazyicons/Let_it_Flow.gif" "Let it Flow"> Doesnt this rock? I made it ^_^;
<img src="http://www.angelfire.com/crazy/crazyicons/TheBlood.gif" "The blood> This one rocks too ^_^
3 The Thorns Prick - (Touch the Rose).

Saturday, March 22nd, 2003

Time:8:14 pm.
Mood: blank.
Evanescence222: do you realize that our country is being run by a Dick, a Bush and a Colon?
TrunksBabyGirl14: lmao no i didnt!

holly shit!! That is so frickin funny!
1 The Thorns Prick - (Touch the Rose).

Subject:I Hear a Screaming
Time:7:34 pm.
Mood: productive.
I hear a screaming...
The thunder crashing...
Is there something I'm missing?

Its calling me
Who could it be?

The screaming it driving me crazy
If i doesnt stop i could get dizzy.
The light is already getting hazy

who's calling me?
Can't you let me be!?

Help! someone please.
The water is beginning to freeze.
I'm crying on my knees!

Why cant you stop screaming?!
Please just stop for me!

All at once I see
Their wasnt really anyone screaming...
only me.
1 The Thorns Prick - (Touch the Rose).

Subject:Hey peoples!
Time:2:15 pm.
Mood: awake.
See this!! This is all by my wonderful friend... WE! (wather innocens) I like WE! better lol oh yeah this guy started to talk about sex to be and he really freaked me out and than he said that i was the one with teh sick mind... ohh i went off on HIM!
I'm gunna go start working on icons byeness!
5 The Thorns Prick - (Touch the Rose).

Time:1:45 pm.
Mood: bouncy.
I just did my very first icon request!! YAY ^_^ I'm so proud of myself.. i must go party! Anyone else want an icon done lemme know! I just MIGHT be able to do it.
3 The Thorns Prick - (Touch the Rose).

Subject:I think I've got it!
Time:11:13 am.
Mood: working.
first batch of icons I ever made... comment if you take ^_^;;
Watch me die Ok this looks weird.
Darkness Its hard to read at first
Cry me a River
my car!
(Touch the Rose).

Subject:I feel dumb
Time:7:46 am.
Mood: uncomfortable.
Grr... I still can figure out how to post pictures.. i used to be able too... what happened?! Maybe its the server I'm using right now... naw.. i dont think it is... I have no idea... today is my day off from kelley! >.>; He hasnt left me alone for the past two weeks... someone HELP ME. I better ctach up on my projects... damnit... I have another life besides fucking kelley... but it doesnt seem that way...
(Touch the Rose).

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